::Contemplation:::
I wonder what it would be like to chop off allll my hair and live in the woods?? hmm just a thought. What do you do when your j.o.b literally makes you sick to your stomach and the thought of going to the office bring tears to your eyes **literally**. Never in my young life have I had a job like that until now and I've had a million jobs in my day. Do you stick it out miserably or do you take a chance and leave? I feel stuck and in a sick twisted way I wanna get fired..atleast then I have no more self-doubt Im forced to take my wings back and flyy. I feel restricted and all the red tape corporate bull sh*t makes me wanna gag a million times over. When you know that your a damn good worker but your only acknowledged for the few mistakes you make its heart wrenching. Im gonna contintue to seek guidance because Im at a loss and have absolutely no clue what to do next. I wiiish I had a rich family and didnt have to work...EVER! lol that would be the LIFE right there...
To leave or NOT to leave...I'll keep you posted
give thanks....NOT!
Ok..Can
rihanna do any wrong?? I mean seriously..she is undeniably beautiful! She comes off as a bitch but still gorgeous and in the next life....Please let me come back as her
lol.
Anywho.....
Im not understanding why everyone is
sooo HYPE over thanksgiving? I mean
sheesh who
would've known all it takes to get
ppl in a good mood is dry ass turkey with some gravy. It really makes me no
never mind, If I had it my way I would
sleeeeep the entire thanksgiving away..Holidays
dont thrill me much and its gonna take a lot more than stuffing to win me over.
Im still dealing with the everyday negativity. I will never understand why people feel the need to input their unsolicited negative comments, but I am learning to make everyday count no matter how hard the rain pours.
I'm learning that people will always talk, its human nature , it
doesn't make what they're saying right...or true. Though sometimes I wish there was a bright pink bubble with gold insulation that I could hide out in every once in a while. A lot of people
dont understand that negativity only fuels my fire. To those who give a shit about thanksgiving and giving thanks..u know
allll that hoopla....have a great holiday
lmao...now black
friday is what we should really be celebrating
biiitches!!!
